Tuesday, August 19, 2008

I want to pose this question to everyone. Are you working hard enough? I ask this question seriously and honestly. The answer for me is no. I do not work hard enough. I'm trying harder to better myself. Are you? Ask yourself this question. If you want to tell me or not, by all means. If you want to lie, just know you're lying to yourself. I don't want to know your answer. I just want you to think about it a little. People say they are working hard and that they really can't cope. Fine. I couldn't give a rats ass if you lied or if you didn't. My point here is for you to know yourself. If you know the answer and it is no, i don't want to hear excuses, especially if you want to better yourself, because i don't want to know your answer. If you want my help, by all means, go ahead and ask. I may be able to help or I may not. I'm not telling you i'm smart. I'm just telling you that if you think i can help ask me to help. If you want to say something about me, don't say it behind my back, say it to my face. Whatever response i give you is the truth about what i feel about your comment. I seriously mean it. SAY. IT. TO. MY. FACE. I will decide if i like it or not. If you think that you don't like people being upset at you, i seriously don't care because i will eventually hear it and if i don't hear it from you, you can count on it that i WILL tell my opinion to your face. I'm not writing this to vent but rather to tell you my opinion. It is MY blog after all so i can tell you whatever i damn want on it. FYI, while i write this i feel like bashing someones head in. Seriously, hate is coursing through my veins. I invite anyone, again, to approach me at school if you want to join me in sword training. I know it 's not the best solution in the world but at least it's easier to vent on rather than a blog like this. So i implore you, ask yourself this question. Think about it. As i always say, ttfn, TATA FOR NOW

love and peace~